{"id":327822,"date":"2023-09-02T00:41:12","date_gmt":"2023-09-02T00:41:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/?p=327822"},"modified":"2023-09-02T01:01:06","modified_gmt":"2023-09-02T01:01:06","slug":"saved-my-life-forgotten-act-from-epic-semi-final","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/?p=327822","title":{"rendered":"&#039;Saved my life&#039;: Forgotten act from epic semi-final"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The 2003 <a href=\"https:\/\/wwos.nine.com.au\/rugby\/rugby-world-cup\" target=\"\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" title=\"Rugby World Cup\">Rugby World Cup<\/a> semi-final between the Wallabies and All Blacks is remembered for Stirling Mortlock&#x27;s match-swinging intercept of Carlos Spencer and George Gregan&#x27;s infamous &quot;four more years&quot; sledge directed at Byron Kelleher.<\/p>\n<p>\ufeffBut, two decades on, a scary and sobering incident from that Sydney night has been somewhat forgotten.<\/p>\n<p>It was the last match of Wallabies prop Ben Darwin&#x27;s highly promising career\ufeff.<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>Watch the 2023 Rugby World Cup on the home of rugby, Stan Sport.<\/strong><\/em> <a href=\"https:\/\/9.nine.com.au\/KRnrlm\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" title=\"All matches streaming ad free, live and on demand\"><em><strong>All matches streaming ad free, live and on demand<\/strong><\/em><\/a><\/p>\n<p><img data-id=\"916325aa-17a9-4758-a18d-12d28ebce315\" src=\"https:\/\/prod.static9.net.au\/fs\/916325aa-17a9-4758-a18d-12d28ebce315\" alt=\"Wallabies prop Ben Darwin.\" data-width=\"2000\" data-height=\"1381\" \/><\/p>\n<p>As he had done thousands of times before, Darwin\ufeff packed down for a scrum, considered his tactics and braced for the brutal impact against big Kees Meeuws.<\/p>\n<p>Only this time things went horribly wrong.\ufeff<\/p>\n<p>&quot;With Kees being a tighthead (playing at loosehead), he came on as a substitute and was just very aggressive, very up and down. And I just took the wrong angle,&quot; Darwin told Wide World of Sports.<\/p>\n<p><strong>AS IT HAPPENED:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/wwos.nine.com.au\/tennis\/us-open-2023-live-results-scores-day-four-alex-de-minaur-carlos-alcaraz-daniil-medvedev-in-action\/001d4b9c-1bf9-4827-a8ae-84410658d654\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><strong>All the scores and action from the US Open day four<\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>READ MORE:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/wwos.nine.com.au\/nrl\/the-mole-news-2023-best-and-worst-player-buys-brandon-smith-roosters-reece-walsh-broncos\/17c5d918-f2a7-427b-ab14-019f12144b8b\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><strong>&#x27;Real struggle&#x27; rocks Roosters star stuck in &#x27;fishbowl&#x27;<\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>READ MORE:<\/strong> <a href=\"https:\/\/wwos.nine.com.au\/cricket\/news-2023-danielle-mcgahey-transgender-t20-world-cup-canada-australia-player\/65974c1d-9b81-483a-90ad-50fd0daef93c\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" title=\"\"><strong>Aussie to be first transgender cricketer at World Cup<\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n<p><img data-id=\"8ebb9064-db02-45e6-aa08-8d4ae217f506\" src=\"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/8ebb9064-db02-45e6-aa08-8d4ae217f506-scaled.jpg\" alt=\"Ben Darwin of Australia is stretchered off the field in 2003.\" data-width=\"3000\" data-height=\"2000\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&quot;I got my head caught on his shoulder and it&#x27;s like your sternum was getting lifted. And then it was this feeling of being completely floppy. If you go back and watch the footage, it just looks like I&#x27;ve been shot &#8211; like the body flops.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;The immediate thought was, OK, if I&#x27;m a quadriplegic, I really like computers. I&#x27;m going to get into computers. I was trying to think, you&#x27;re trying to solve the problem. This is my new problem. If I&#x27;m a quadriplegic, or going back to uni&#8230; I think I was trying to settle myself down because I was in shock. And I couldn&#x27;t turn my body to look up.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>After the damaging impact, Darwin cried &quot;neck, neck, neck.&quot;<\/p>\n<p><img data-id=\"bd85459e-2c63-4806-bd62-58c340b8c039\" src=\"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/bd85459e-2c63-4806-bd62-58c340b8c039\" alt=\"The look on the face of Kees Meeuws says it all as the All Blacks lose to Australia in 2003.\" data-width=\"1959\" data-height=\"1548\" \/><\/p>\n<p>A concerned Meeuws immediately backed off \ufeff- a selfless act that doctors later said may have saved Darwin from becoming a quadraplegic &#8211; or potentially even worse.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I think he could physically sense immediately something was up in my body, because we sort of stood upright. So we&#x27;re sort of in each other&#x27;s arms,&quot; Darwin recalled.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;And then it was just a case of me kind of flopping down. He certainly could have gone on with it, but didn&#x27;t. When you scrum, you have the safety of the other person in your hands, you know, and if you sense something&#x27;s up or something&#x27;s amiss, you absolutely have to stop.<\/p>\n<p><img data-id=\"764a5715-d1bd-4278-83af-225a091913f9\" src=\"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/764a5715-d1bd-4278-83af-225a091913f9-scaled.jpg\" alt=\"Ben Darwin returns home after his serious neck injury.\" data-width=\"2944\" data-height=\"1952\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&quot;Every prop that&#x27;s been around has had some sort of scrummaging accident at some point. You&#x27;ve got to pull back at that point.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;And just because it&#x27;s a World Cup semi-final doesn&#x27;t mean you keep going. So he did exactly the right thing. I&#x27;ll always be grateful to him. We&#x27;re always going to have that link between each other.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Darwin&#x27;s post-accident vision of getting into computers proved prescient.<\/p>\n<p><img data-id=\"2db98d4b-9ea3-4d20-8c74-eb05f25f29e5\" src=\"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/2db98d4b-9ea3-4d20-8c74-eb05f25f29e5-scaled.jpg\" alt=\"Ben Darwin consoles Matt Cockbain and Al Baxter of the Wallabies after England won the 2003 Rugby World Cup final.\" data-width=\"3000\" data-height=\"2948\" \/><\/p>\n<p>He is now the director of Gain Line Analytics, a company that provides cutting edge intelligence and data to professional rugby teams.<\/p>\n<p>Now 46, Darwin also remembers a rather spooky premonition following Australia&#x27;s 33-16 quarter-final win over Scotland in Brisbane.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I had this really weird sensation on the Thursday, we left camp in Coffs Harbour, walking through the carpark and I was like, &#x27;shit if we lose this weekend, we&#x27;re not going to be back here anymore.&#x27; It was like, &#x27;this is it right?&#x27;<\/p>\n<p><img data-id=\"7f46b8f4-b188-4035-9c55-ef24bebd8f33\" src=\"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/7f46b8f4-b188-4035-9c55-ef24bebd8f33-scaled.jpg\" alt=\"Wallabies coach Eddie Jones shakes hands with Wendell Sailor  after losing the 2003 Rugby World Cup final.\" data-width=\"3000\" data-height=\"1973\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&quot;I had this really weird feeling I was not coming back to Coffs, I don&#x27;t know why &#8211; and then that played out.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>Darwin has a very clear recollection of the on-field trauma and says he was very calm on the field considering the \ufeffseverity of the situation.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I was looking at my arms and legs and realising they&#x27;re not mine, because I couldn&#x27;t move them. That was probably the scary part, is seeing them and thinking I should be able to move them. I should be able to touch them. I couldn&#x27;t.<\/p>\n<p><img data-id=\"a136d632-c90b-425a-a3f6-61066b036995\" src=\"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/a136d632-c90b-425a-a3f6-61066b036995\" alt=\"Ben Darwin is trapped in the collapsed scrum.\" data-width=\"692\" data-height=\"389\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&quot;They call it spinal shock, because your body basically resets when the spinal cord gets touched. So because of that, it wasn&#x27;t making sense to me and then physio came on.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I said, &#x27;I can&#x27;t feel my arms and legs. I don&#x27;t know what to do.&#x27; And like these statements sound really panicked. But I was actually very calm. That panic set in later on, when you see family at the hospital and stuff like that&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&quot;There was a big kerfuffle amongst people about who was going to get my shorts.<\/p>\n<p><img data-id=\"ed33e7a9-7aec-4625-a441-8a9dda80ea79\" src=\"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/ed33e7a9-7aec-4625-a441-8a9dda80ea79\" alt=\"Eddie Jones watches on after Ben Darwin&#x27;s injury.\" data-width=\"908\" data-height=\"511\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&quot;So my dad made sure he got the jersey then. And then we were winning and then the doctor came and saw me and he&#x27;s like, &#x27;well, these things are gonna work one of three ways. You&#x27;re gonna be a quad, you&#x27;re gonna walk out of here or you&#x27;re gonna die of this injury. And he said, &#x27;you&#x27;re gonna be able to walk out of here&#x27; because I&#x27;d been starting to get feeling back within the hour. So that was pretty reassuring.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>But after consulting\ufeff with a wide range of experts and specialists, Darwin retired two months later as a 27-year-old with 28 caps to his name.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Thank you to Kees Meeuws, who in a selfless act, may have saved my life,&quot; Darwin said at the time.<\/p>\n<p><img data-video-id=\"6336052316112\" src=\"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/pickerimage-8.jpg\" alt=\"Wilkinson&#x27;s iconic kick breaks Australian hearts\" data-vms-id=\"ref:cllxczwww001p0knuhs8nh66g\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&quot;The doctor made me go down to the spinal unit and meet some people, I think to make sure I didn&#x27;t play again,&quot; he says now.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;That could be me, for the grace of God. I put my family through watching me do that. Pretty difficult to put them through it again.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>The week leading up to the 2003 final was hazy for Darwin as Eddie Jones&#x27; Wallabies pre\ufeffpared to take on Clive Woodward&#x27;s England in Sydney.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/StanSportRugby\/status\/1696692751470113252?s=20\" rel=\"nofollow\" class=\"embed-social embed-twitter\" data-show-caption=\"false\" data-conversation=\"none\">https:\/\/twitter.com\/StanSportRugby\/status\/1696692751470113252?s=20<\/a><\/p>\n<p>&quot;I had to do the jersey presentation to the team before the final which is generally a retired player. I was bawling you know, it&#x27;s difficult thinking about it now.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;Some of the players were bawling. And that was difficult because that was sort of the first, you know, &#x27;Ben&#x27;s not coming back now.&#x27; The realisation. That&#x27;s it.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I was also taking enormous amount of painkillers. So my memory of the game is really surreal. I spent time in Prince Harry&#x27;s box, surrounded by his entourage of women&#8230; coming in and out of waves of massive amount of pain.<\/p>\n<p><img data-id=\"f5a19c49-7e6f-4b1f-b1f8-db95f060afb0\" src=\"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/09\/f5a19c49-7e6f-4b1f-b1f8-db95f060afb0-scaled.jpg\" alt=\"Prince Harry celebrates England&#x27;s victory at the 2003 Rugby World Cup.\" data-width=\"3000\" data-height=\"2059\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&quot;I don&#x27;t really remember any of it except the game went long.&quot;<\/p>\n<p>The mental recovery was much more difficult than the physical.\ufeff<\/p>\n<p>&quot;There&#x27;s a real balance between being happy to be functional, but also missing playing, being sad about not playing anymore. Either of those two emotions, every time you feel guilty&#8230; It becomes every conversation you&#x27;ve ever had.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/StanSportRugby\/status\/1694560161191641387?s=20\" rel=\"nofollow\" class=\"embed-social embed-twitter\" data-show-caption=\"false\" data-conversation=\"none\">https:\/\/twitter.com\/StanSportRugby\/status\/1694560161191641387?s=20<\/a><\/p>\n<p>&quot;I&#x27;ve been asked about my neck 50,000 times. And I&#x27;ve met everyone who was there that night. It&#x27;s difficult because your entire career gets defined by three seconds.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;But then also there&#x27;s this kind of scenario where people overplay how good you could have been, you know, everyone plays it up. And so that becomes a bit difficult to kind of match reality to your own experiences and what people say.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;I worked out I had to move on from that because that&#x27;s not going to take you anywhere, it&#x27;s not going to be very progressive. But I&#x27;ll always have that relationship with Kees.<\/p>\n<p>&quot;A mutual respect.&quot;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"mh-excerpt\"><p>The 2003 Rugby World Cup semi-final between the Wallabies and All Blacks is remembered for Stirling Mortlock&#x27;s match-swinging intercept of Carlos Spencer and George Gregan&#x27;s <a class=\"mh-excerpt-more\" href=\"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/?p=327822\" title=\"&#039;Saved my life&#039;: Forgotten act from epic semi-final\">[&#8230;]<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":327824,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/327822"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=327822"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/327822\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":327835,"href":"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/327822\/revisions\/327835"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/327824"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=327822"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=327822"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sportinfo.pro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=327822"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}